this

some will say, “that’s just her”.

i have a problem. a really huge one. and i’ve been trying to skirt around it. but until i face it and do something about it, it’s going to haunt me for life. it’ll destroy me. that bad. no kidding. but no, you don’t want to know what it is. you may have felt it, though. i don’t know, well maybe. who knows?

it’s not like i’ve never tried to make it right. i’ve tried, i really did. i just don’t know what went wrong.